I just lost my drain of thought

I am now sure of what expedited my sadness a few months ago. I hate HCo and am glad this is my last week there. Everyone knows they’re not making money anymore but they don’t want to admit it. Maybe if they didn’t hire such stupid people, they’d be able to sell more crap. I wanted to shoot myself in the head today because I had to sit through everyone’s stupid conversations. What goes up must come down and so my spirits at the moment are not so high. It’s okay, though, because I will get over it, but for now, I will allow myself to indulge a little in my sadness as I think about how lonesome I feel in this world sometimes.