I no longer have “short hair” for it is now considered “medium length,” whatever that means. I can tie it up in a bun and junks but it’s at an awkward length. I hate in-betweens. When I have short hair or long hair, I usually don’t have to (or just choose not to) do anything in the morning to prep it but at its current stage, it just looks really bad most of the time so I opt to tie it up, rather than fret over it and wasting my time, because I’m not trying to impress anyone with my locks, yet I don’t want my straw-like ‘do gettin’ all cuh-razy. I don’t really like it but the boyfriend seems to like running his hands through it. I never thought I’d like having short hair so much after my traumatizing experience in sixth grade, but I miss it; you have not seen the last of short-haired Jennio! Perhaps I will grow it until I can donate it again and then away it goes! One thing is for certain, though, I needs to cut my bangs because they look like fangs on my face. Fang bangs. Haha. I’m very jealous of those who can achieve the side sweep with little effort (my sistah). What am I doing wrong?
P.S. Avoiding homework. Teehee.
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As I plopped down on the couch with all the lights off and took a bite of my green tea mochi ice cream, I realized why people eat their feelings.
I feel a lot better right now. I have been writing down some thoughts for about an hour and a half straight. I am still not done with what I am writing, but it’ll have to do for now because I have other stuff to do too and I have been really wanting to reward myself with a Drumstick that Tom bought last night. Yum.
Sometimes the best thing to do is to go back to the beginning and remember why you are where you are now.
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There was a castle I went to in Germany once upon a time (I can’t quite remember if it was Martin Luther’s or if he had just lived there for a stint), but there was a quote written across the wall auf deutsch…
“You don’t know love until you’ve experienced pain.”
There is no correlation between this and MLK, Jr., by the way. It’s just coincidence. haha.
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Isn’t it funny when you have a problem that you don’t want to talk to anyone about so you dispense all the details to a stranger just so you can tell someone instead of keeping it to yourself? It’s hilarious! In my case, it was my Chinese teacher in the form of an essay. haha. Not a complete stranger but I know she won’t say anything about it.
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I was trying to sing that Ursher song. haha.
I’ve been looking for my notebook in my apartment but I think I left it at home. I usually consult it when I don’t quite know how to sort my feelings and I need to clear my head and get back to reality, not that that book is a totally accurate description of it; it just helps me think about the real thing and being patient…ever so patient. -_- Blah that word has gotten to be quite irksome over the years, but it is much needed for anything to work.
There was one day a week or two ago I was cooking and I overheard this commercial on TV about crazy dads controlling their children’s lives. So they have this one dad talking to his 16-year-old daughter or something and saying, “How cool would it be to have your first kiss be with the man you’re going to spend the rest of your life with?” I think I am one of very few young people to hear that and think, MAN that IS cool! I’m sure she didn’t see it that way.
Anyway, today I was thinking…we all have pasts and we have to deal with that. There is a reason someone is in your past and not in your present..because it didn’t work out. And it’s really important to realize that and not get caught up in the past.
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Do I really want to know?
Nope.
I found this little ditty in an old e-mail my sister sent me:
Once upon a time, a guy asked a girl, “Will you marry me?” The girl said
“No” and she lived happily ever after and went shopping, drank martinis
with friends, always had a clean house, never had to cook, had a closet
full of shoes and handbags, stayed skinny, and was never farted on.
The End
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Not everything in life can be well defined or defined to our liking, but I feel like this also entitles us to a life without borders and limitations. Just think about it…
